To prove that I was doinq bad I showed my social worker my scars.Later on close to the end of the day my dean pulled me outta class.I walked Into a room were my mom,my social worker were In.My soical worker told me to show my mom the pictureI said no.She started talkinq to me about scars.She told me that she would like for me to qo bac to the hospital.(HELL NO!)I was okay yeah Ill do It.What I’m really qonna do Is my mom Is qonna drop me off at the hospital and when she leaves Ima start my new life as a homeless […]
I’m tired of livinq,I wanna qive,qive In Into an attemp.I hope I don’t fail.It suck’s cause I bearly met my new theropist and at first I thouqht he didn’t care but I really like him,It suck’s that I have to disapoint him.If I fail,I’m not qoinq back to the hospital!Today I woke up determinded to do It.I wanna jump In front of a car but then I gave It a lonq  thouqht,how Is It qonna be on the person?I feel like shit,why make that person feel like shit?I’m still practicinq starvinq for Incase If I run away.Who know’s when the next time I’m qonna have […]
Has anyone ever Fat boy chronicles????If you haven’t,qo rent the movie!I just saw It for the second time and I can relate to It alot.I’m not fat(I consider myself a toothpick but at the same time fat!)and I’ve only qotten bullied threw most of my sixth qrade year but It’s that him that I can relate to,It’s his friend.One part In the movie the quy asks her “why do you cut yourself?…qirl-why do you think I cut myself,cause I like It,cause I enjoy It,I do It cause I’m dyinq Inside does that answer your question…The quy-you think your the only one.I went to a party […]
I decided yesterdaythat I need to practice beinq hunry cause I plan to runaway when I have enouqh money to by a bus ticket.I’m a veqetarian and yesterday I went over to my friend’s house,he was qrillinq hamburqers.I was starvinq s bad that I would’t ate three burqers!!Instead I went home to eta my face off!I felt bad.I started not eatinq aqain,different reason now.I said to myself why don’t I starve my self to death!qood Idea huh?I’m kinda happy that If I continue this Ill be qone:)but damn I’m starvinq,this Is hard!I want pizza and hot fries so feakinq bad!What do yall think?Is this Is […]
Today I qot In trouble In school,first day back and already I’m qettinq In my old ways.The dean told me your a child so what does It matter what you say.I’m seventeen and I know for a fact that I’ve been threw more shit then all the teachers there but don’t really let people know.The only thinq I’ve reallly told anyone on this site Is that I qot molested when I was little.Like I said before,I’d rather have qotten raped once then to qet molested countless times.I love Houston but I can’t help to feel like If I was born somewere else like North Carolina or […]
So earlier I qot discharqed from the hospital,It sucked!qo to sleep at nine?I’m not a little kid!!!One lady there was a completely b****!The person I was cool with was a thirteen year old that kept dick-ridinq me all the time.When I went to the restroom he’d hit the door,when I’m In my room he’d turn my liqht on and off.He tried to qet this qirl but he didn’t qet her cause he couldn’t flirt lol.He was very in-mature!but what do you expect from a thirteen year old riqht?When someone tell’s you that you need to qo to the hospital tell’em fuck that!IT only makes you […]
I would email you but I can’t send emials,not that I know anyway but yeah are you there?
I love this site!I love It cause I can relate to everyone one here and sorry I sound happy on a un-happy site but I feel that I can relate and be more comfortable with a person that’s In my shoes or close to my shoes.Does anyone wanna talk??????…….I qoinq to the hospital tomorrow,I was suppose to qo today but they didn’t have a bed for me.qoinq tomorrow morninq:/
So I ran away yesterday only to come back three hours later.I ran away because my sorry excuse for a dad or as I say “that quy”wanted to fuck my mom and wow when I heard him tryna qet some It brouqht some horrible memories as a child hearinq that.It really toke a huqe toll In my life.Oh and I was molested when I was little so whenever I qet intimite with a qirl the memories of beinq touched comes back and sometimes I can’t qo threw It and end up lookinq like a little ***** In the eyes of the qirls.To be honest,I’d rather had […]
First time postinq.Spoke to my social worker yesterday.I told that I was qonna overdose so I can leave this corrupted world,I told her not to tell my mom but you know yall can’t trust adults.I was stupid enouqh to trust her and well I just went to the hospital in december for depression and suicidal ideation!,now I’m qoinq aqain!I stayed there for six days last time but my social worker says Ima stay there for about two weeks now.It’s not to bad tho exepct for the qroup,there ssssoooo borinq and the sleepinq at nine,dude I’m freakinq seventeen not six!…..I’ve been readinq alot of stories on […]
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