My fiance is the problem in my life. He verbally abuses me every time he starts drinking. Everything that goes wrong is my fault. Tonight again everything is my fault. He has blames me for things that never happened to cover up for himself to his friends. He calls me a stupid piece of shit and a ****. He swears at my mother calling her the same just using different words but the meaning is the same. I am not on anti-depressants any more so I dont have anything to use tonight to just lose myself. I […]