TIRED OF LIVING

Hello Lilla…I was reading through what people have written here, and your story just kind of reached out and spoke to me.

I don’t think you’re mad, at all. A couple of years ago, I was in a situation very similar to yours. I was eventually able to get away from my abusive fiance. It was the hardest, most painful thing I ever did, and like you, to this day I still hate him and love him to some degree. I never thought I’d make it through leaving him. But life is better then I ever thought it could be now that he’s not in it any more.

I guess I just wanted you to know, if you don’t already, that this is NOT your fault – it’s his behavior that’s the problem, not yours – and that life can be so much better. The pain does stop eventually. You and your daughter both can heal from this and go on together.

I know I’m just a stranger on the internet, but I sincerely wish you and your daughter both strength and all the best…