I recently moved in with my boyfriend because my tendencies were getting dangerous. I feel like I am better, but I think it is because I have been living in a daze. I am falling back into my deep thoughts and can’t take it. I thought moving with him will make everything better, but in reality I’m much worse. My mind hurts me more than I physically hurt myself. I don’t want to live, but I am too scared to die.
I need something else in my life. I need more distractions to keep myself alive. Maybe I need a cat.
What helps for you?