So I’m sad quite a lot of the time, and I have suicidal thoughts almost daily. To be totally honest I’m not sure if they’re real suicidal thoughts or not, but I definitely think about it often. I also sometimes have good days when Work goes well or I see my friends. Am I depressed or am I just having a tough time at the moment?
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It’s strange that I find so much comfort on here from reading other posts/ replies. And also strange that I can express things on here to you guys that I’ve never met before, yet I can’t to family and friends. Whenever things get tough I always resort back to self harming and nobody knows that. It’s such a comfort to me but I don’t know why
Have you ever been so depressed you force yourself to stay at someone’s house because you know if you went home alone you’d kill yourself? Recently I can’t be alone because I know I’ll do it and can’t hurt my family in that way. I hate that I can’t tell anyone how I feel and that I have to come on here for support.
So I’ve read a few posts on here and I’m different to most of you in that I’ve never tried to take my own life. I guess I’ve thought about it before but now is the only serious time I’m considering.
On the few posts I’ve read many of you feel that nobody would care if you took your own life, that really hurts me to think. I’m different in this aspect as well as I know that my family would, my mum and sister in particular. And one of my friends as well. This doesn’t stop me having suicidal thoughts however I think it has […]