Things have reached a climax today, its 20:50 in London. I know for sure I don’t have the resources to pull things back. If anyone realise how bad I am they will have me sectioned and I would rather die than be sectioned again. So midnight tonight I end it
I’ve never understood why the people around me see me being suicidal as an assault on them. Sometimes I feel like the attempts that people have made to save me are just vanity driven allowing them to remain void of guilt largely because when people realise they can’t save me they get fed up and leave. It’s clear they don’t care. But worse than all of this is the way everyone from ‘friends’, family, and sometimes even mental health professionals use emotional blackmail against you. I’ve been called selfish because I have a 5 year old daughter (she has been taken from me). My alleged […]
I’m new here, I don’t really know what I’m doing here. I probably shouldn’t bother, I should just do it. All I know is I just feel so alone. I don’t have any friends. I’ve never had many friends because I’m ugly and boring and everyone that used to be my friend hates me now because they don’t understand how I feel or what I’m going through. Even the one friend I thought I’d have forever doesn’t like me anymore, she doesn’t open up to me or trust me. She thinks I’m weird. Im a girl, I’m 6ft1 and ugly and people just look at […]
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