The toughest thing I’ve been having to deal with, is not finding the light but becoming the light for others to look up to. I do have a network of close friends but even then I don’t see myself going to them for help because I don’t want to bother them. Instead I rather be “the light” or in other words, the person folks go to for a ear to talk to, a shoulder to cry on, the person to vent about things to, and much more. Like always however, that’s never easy and I accept that. I accept I’m not the only friend. I […]
Hello all. Lopez here. I remember I wrote down my attempt story 2 years ago and didn’t think it would have a lot of comments. To be fair though 2 years is a long time. To bring everyone up to date, everything has been going quite well. The only issue is that the memories of that day still remind me of how easy it is to take your own life. The urge is still there. That same urge though is what’s keeping me from doing it and helping me continue life one day at a time. Last year I’ve been in two car accidents and […]
By the end of my junior year and beginning of my senior year of high school so many things were going through my head. Also at that time my high school ex had broken up with me. So much confusion because she was my first love, we cared about each other tremendously, and she was all i could think about. But when she told me that she didnt want to be together any more it shattered me a bit. I played it cool for a few months, but just seeing her hurt even more. A year has passed and she graduated already. I remember visiting […]