The journey continues

Hello all. Lopez here. I remember I wrote down my attempt story 2 years ago and didn’t think it would have a lot of comments. To be fair though 2 years is a long time. To bring everyone up to date, everything has been going quite well. The only issue is that the memories of that day still remind me of how easy it is to take your own life. The urge is still there. That same urge though is what’s keeping me from doing it and helping me continue life one day at a time. Last year I’ve been in two car accidents and walked away semi injure free. The aftermath was worse than I thought. I know it’s just a car but it felt like my soul was torn apart. I kept thinking to myself what if it had really been worse and I wouldn’t be here today. Life is still strange to me especially with wanting to do so much. I will say this though. I’m glad I didn’t end it that Sunday afternoon many years ago.