Dunno what to say… I guess, the only reason why i’m writing this, is that the ppl that surround me… dont understand… or tell me “dont say such things”.
I know that talking about it.. isnt going to change anything… I guess I just need to say some things… explain what I feel.. what I live with… and why I’m tired of it.
First off… I’ve tried a few times to end it….
Either.. I failed.. or was interrupted…
I’ve tried medications… “self- medications” (aka drugs/booze)… I’ve pressured myself to commitments with people… and now.. i just give up.
I have a hard time concentrating… My mind […]