So I want to order a helium tank because I am really sure about my decision. But the problem is I live with my parents so when it gets delivered they will find out. I hate this world.
For the past three months I go to sleep with one wish: to not wake up. I hate it to wake up every day.
I wish I could end it all with 1 pill, just 1. Why is it so hard to end this miserable life.
I feel so uncomfortable in my own body. I want to leave this earth. I want to sleep eternally.
I was just wondering; why is it possible to take another life, yet so hard to take your own? I would like to hire somebody to shoot me please
I wanna do it, but I’m too scared. Too scared of death and of surviving. Are there people who saw the ‘other side’ and came back?
Why isn’t there a quick and painless method.. Why..
Get ready for a complicated story. So I diagnosed myself as a narcissist and a person with social anxiety/socially awkward. I feel depressed and so down because I want to be a normal person with empathy for others and with an ability to love. So this friday I have an appointment in the hospital with a psychiatrist. It’s an intake for TMS/Tdcs (transcranial magnetic stimulation). I have to convince the psychiatrist that I have been depressed for months now and that medication doesn’t work. I am not telling him about the narcissistic part, because then he may not be willing to try the tms/tdcs treatment. […]
I wish I could be born again as another person with a normal brain
Just wanted to vent that
anybody who got a name of pills to leave this earth asap?
I’m curious.. Are there any people who are scared to take their lives because of being religious and scared to go to hell?
I’m just being curious. How old are the SP members and where are you guys from? I’m 23 from Belgium
Do you know this feeling? You go to sleep and hope tomorrow will be different. But it’s just fucking not. Promising myself everyday to take my life, but postponing it everyday. And I don’t even know why.
Hi everybody. So i think i am a narc and i hate myself for it. Im depressed and dont feel like doing anything at all. Sleeping is going also very bad. But today i experienced something special. I took a zolpidem/ambien during daytime and i went outside and felt like doing fun stuff, i was being active etc. Does anybody experience this too on ambien? Is there another medication similar to ambien that i can take during daytime?
You know what the worst part is? The pregnancy of me was unplanned.. I was an ‘accident’… I’m just wondering why did i have to be born WHY?!
Would 12 gram of sotalol (betablocker) do the job?
Hi everybody I’m new here. Are there any narc’s on this forum? Because I am one and I fucking hate myself for it. Always hated my dad for his behavior and for being a narc and now i realise i am just the same like him. Does anybody know a solution for this? I am even in for brain surgery.. I have an appointment on friday to try out tdc’s. Would this change me? Read an article that says that tdcs increases empathy. Sorry if my english is bad, I’m from Belgium
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