My method is prepared. It’s been sitting beside me under a blanket for around one week. I’m going to stay for Christmas but will not be here for the New Year. Right now I’m aiming for Monday evening.
I mentioned in a previous post that I suffer from depression. I’ve made three suicide attempts in my life and they have all failed because they were impulsive. It sounds silly, but failing all those times makes me feel even more worthless. I’ve done a lot of research since the last attempt. I’ve practiced and made this (what I hope to be) final attempt as fool-proof as possible. […]