I`m so fed up with everything and in the very dark place. I`m so angry with everything, especially God, Universe ,All That Is. I feel it`s so cruel that actually we live forever. No I don`t have any proof of that, but it is a very strong and confident feeling in me. It`s like there is no escape, we are just playing tools for God. I just want to disapear, cease to exist completely.  I`m sick of all this talk this world being a learning place…really? Are you serious??? It`s all gone too far.  Thinking about all the horrific things that happen in this world every single minute, sexual […]