anyone from Fiji here?
i haven’t actually CUT in a while now and theres a reason for that. it may sound STUPID but it has actually HELPED me. it is all because of CHURCH i recently started to attend church all over again and so far its been the best decision of my life. i NEVER used to go to church and but ever since i have been going it has really helped me not only in the sense it has made me stop cutting but i’m actually becoming more SOCIAL ABLE towards people. i haven even joined our YOUTH group which i used to hate doing but […]
i haven’t actually CUT in a while now and theres a reason for that. it may sound STUPID but it has actually HELPED me. it is all because of CHURCH i recently started to attend church all over again and so far its been the best decision of my life. i NEVER used to go to church and but ever since i have been going it has really helped me not only in the sense it has made me stop cutting but i’m actually becoming more SOCIAL ABLE towards people. i haven even joined our YOUTH group which i used to hate doing but now […]
So my horoscope tells me that its hard for me to be emotional. Is it really? Well my family tends to think so. In my mind I always feel like committing suicide. At one moment I can feel so HAPPY that my family thinks I’m always the happy child and then at the next I feel so lonely, and secluded, out of place. I never fully understand what triggers my feeling to go up and down. When I was in class 7 I lied to my friends telling them that I’m an expert at self harming but honestly I never even dared to try it. […]
I’m tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
Don’t know what you’re expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
[Chorus:]
I’ve become so numb, I can’t feel you there
Become so tired, so much more aware
I’m becoming this, all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
Can’t you see that you’re smothering me,
Holding too tightly, afraid […]
what is your life like?
So my horoscope tells me that its hard for me to be emotional. Is it really? Well my family tends to think so. In my mind I always feel like committing suicide. At one moment I can feel so HAPPY that my family thinks I’m always the happy child and then at the next I feel so lonely, and secluded, out of place. I never fully understand what triggers my feeling to go up and down. When I was in class 7 I lied to my friends telling them that I’m an expert at self harming but honestly I never even dared to try it. […]
I am 17 years of age.
Female to be exact
Life is really tough
I have tried oh so many times
To fit in this life
Suffocated is what i feel
and LOVE is what i need