Why should I keep living if all I’m going to do is die? Yes I could make a difference in this world but all of our hard work is going to be forgotten when we and our planet dies. I suppose to take pills every day just to help stop the sadness but it is the only feeling that is on repeat and comes a lot. What is so good about being happy or normal? Happy and normal are just words. So why does everyone strive so hard to be happy or normal? I am not saying I don’t do this I don’t but I […]
I am over living. I feel empty. I see other people smiling and being happy and I feel nothing. I feel like ending my life and disappearing. The only things i feel is sadness and pain. My family is threatening me if I don’t stop cutting they are sending me back to the hospital. I know they are trying to help but I like being sad and I like cutting. I have only felt sadness and pain and I am afraid if I keep living I am going to kill who I am because just being alive hurts. I want to be me when I […]