Finaly out on vacation. The lights of new york are evry bit as amazing as i had imagined them. But i dont wanana go home. I dont wanna go back to my life. Im so tired of it. Ill try to enjoy the rest of my visit in new york, soke it all up. And as soon as i get back get a rope go into the woods and find a nice place to atach the rope and have a bottle of wiskey.
Im thinking of leaving a note for the girl i love. Shes the only one with a key to my apartment, im just a bit more then a friend to her but i dont want her to feel bad or eaven responsible.