So i found this website last night and posted my first post about whats going on in my life right now and the advice and support from you guys really made me feel better so i thought i would give it another shot. So I wrote a letter to my parents apologizing for everything i’ve done….trying to make amends and slowly start to see the light out of this dark situation. I told my mom i wrote it, and she said to get her and my dad together and read it to them. The only problem is, i was going to go downstairs last night and i heard my mom tell my dad that I want sit down and talk to them, and he said he won’t talk to me. And she said Your daughter wants to talk to you, she needs to talk to you, and he said, I don’t have a daughter anymore. I am not the father to that girl. I don’t know who she is but there is a stranger living in my house. That broke my heart. I don’t know what to do. I obviously can’t approach him after hearing that. Should i just leave the note on his bed or something and hope he doesn’t just throw it away? should i read it to my mom and try and make things better with her at least and leave it with her and maybe she will show him? I just can’t take this anymore. I feel so alone, i have no one to talk to, not even in my own house. I don’t even care about seeing friends, or keeping my car, i just want my family back. I can’t sit in my room everyday this summer. My thoughts will consume me.
im a female, will be 17 in august, maybe. My family just got a hold of some pictures of me smoking weed and that sparked them to search my room and found soooo much weed and bongs and bowls and lighters and stuff. They are furious and ashamed and they just found out all this other stuff about me to that you wouldnt want your parents to know. I know it doesnt sound like a big deal but my parents HATE me now. my parents arent speaking to each other, they are probably going to get divorced because they are blaming each other for my behavior. My brother hates me because my parents are also blaming him for knowing about some stuff i did and not coming to them. Its not going to get better. My dad has a temper usually but NEVER has screamed at me the way he did and said the things he said before. He told me that i am no longer his daughter, that he doesnt want me associated with the family anymore because all i do is bring shame to us. He said that he hates me and he cant believe that im such a fuck up. My mom and dad both havent talked to me in days. They took my phone, my computer, they are selling my car, im not allowed to be friends with my only two friends, im grounded for the entire summer and probably more. the only way im even writing this is through an old ipod they forgot i have in my room. i am so depressed and i havent stopped crying for three days straight. i have completely torn apart my whole family and cant stop thinking that if i wasnt here anymore all of their problems would go away. i dont know what to do.