Family crisis pt 2.

So i found this website last night and posted my first post about whats going on in my life right now and the advice and support from you guys really made me feel better so i thought i would give it another shot.  So I wrote a letter to my parents apologizing for everything i’ve done….trying to make amends and slowly start to see the light out of this dark situation.  I told my mom i wrote it, and she said to get her and my dad together and read it to them.  The only problem is, i was going to go downstairs last night and i heard my mom tell my dad that I want sit down and talk to them, and he said he won’t talk to me. And she said Your daughter wants to talk to you, she needs to talk to you, and he said, I don’t have a daughter anymore.  I am not the father to that girl.  I don’t know who she is but there is a stranger living in my house.  That broke my heart.  I don’t know what to do. I obviously can’t approach him after hearing that.  Should i just leave the note on his bed or something and hope he doesn’t just throw it away? should i read it to my mom and try and make things better with her at least and leave it with her and maybe she will show him?  I just can’t take this anymore.  I feel so alone, i have no one to talk to, not even in my own house.  I don’t even care about seeing friends, or keeping my car, i just want my family back.  I can’t sit in my room everyday this summer.  My thoughts will consume me.