Today I was going to do it. I was really going to just die. I had it all planned. I’d take some painkillers, benedryl, sleeping pills, whatever I could find and go to sleep and never wake up. I’d listen to the song Asleep by the Smiths, and then it’d all be over. I wouldn’t have to worry about not being able to work, because of how depressed I am, or about the slowly mountain of debt that I’ve built up. I wouldn’t have to worry about being 29 and still living at home, and most of all I wouldn’t have to worry about being […]