I am extremely tired. Happiness keeps teasin me. Everytime it feels like its finally in grasp and my lifes going to be ok, it slips right out of my hands. Somebody I thought was my friend screwed up my relationship a while back. We never got over each other. I still like him alot. My boyfriend now, doesnt make me alot happier. We only see each other literally maybe three times a year so we just text. In the middle of the convErsation he’ll leave without explanation…yay. Then he acts like it never happened. I flirted with my ex and sccidently went a little too […]
I am extremely tired. Happiness keeps teasin me. Everytime it feels like its finally in grasp and my lifes going to be ok, it slips right out of my hands. Somebody I thought was my friend screwed up my relationship a while back. We never got over each other. I still like him alot. My boyfriend now, doesnt make me alot happier. We only see each other literally maybe three times a year so we just text. In the middle of the convErsation he’ll leave without explanation…yay. Then he acts like it never happened. I flirted with my ex and sccidently went a little too […]
I used to be suicidal. I guess I’m not anymore, but I still have thoughts about it. I’m the oldest of four. I had a half brother bt he’s in prison…i call it abandonement. He was the failure to my parents, so they take his mistakes and are always extra careful with me. I can never be my self around them. I always feel like a dirty little ungrateful liar. I hate it.
Everybody tells me I’m so pretty. I look in the mirror everyday and see this pathetic, ugly loser who hides who she is, but doesnt know how to reveal her true self. […]