I’ve really messed up my life. I alone have screwed up everything. I have a wonderful family and have only gone on this long to protect them as I know it will be a horrible thing to do to them. I am going to kill myself soon as I cannot go on any longer. I am thinking about making it look like an accident so it won’t be as hard on my family and so no one will blame themselves as it is me alone that is responisble for this decision. I will really miss my family, everytime I spend time with them I think […]