I’ve really messed up my life. I alone have screwed up everything. I have a wonderful family and have only gone on this long to protect them as I know it will be a horrible thing to do to them. I am going to kill myself soon as I cannot go on any longer. I am thinking about making it look like an accident so it won’t be as hard on my family and so no one will blame themselves as it is me alone that is responisble for this decision. I will really miss my family, everytime I spend time with them I think of how it may be the last time. I’ve cut off all my friends as I cannot relate to anyone anymore and I have become such a different person. I feel so alone. I really will kill myself soon.
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Please, please don’t kill yourself. The fact that you want to protect your family from pain tells me that you are a good and loving person. Everyone makes mistakes, both major and small; that’s life. But life is also so good if you try to find good within it. And it’s clear your family is a good part of your life. You have a reason to live and people to live for. Don’t throw that away. It might take time for you to see the reasons for living, but you will one day, if you let yourself live. For all you know, tomorrow could be the day everything changes. So don’t die and deny yourself the good things that lie ahead of you. Please don’t do it.
You are not alone; you have family…that cares about you. what the hell do u feel so alone for…oh, no BF? well you will have plenty of them soon if you dont get over this stupid depression that exists just in your mind. its not real; you have not been abused or anything (unlesss ur hiding something)