I want to be brave and end myself, I know by coming on here it probably says I am attention seeking or something or other but I am not I just need help, I dont want to mess up, I dont want to fail, I been lots of online reading and its all screwed up, I want the strength to be able to go through with it and not wimp out and be even worse the next time and the next time, the constant hurt, the constant fuck ups, the constant sorrow I bring to others and then I look at what I have? I […]