I have been struggling with suicidal feelings, not gonna do anything anyways, but just feelings are quite strong due to my life situation. struggling with doing a uni assignment and also with my sexuality, from a country that will not accept me, and my family probably will find me horrible if I tell them about it. I even find it hard to accept it myself. Lots of self loathing that I can’t even begin to explain. I am not sure how to keep going, just feeling hopeless about many things and how my life can ever improve.
I was often told I am smart but that […]