I’m still alive. I’m almost 31 but I feel 100. Every second is a waste – with every second passing I feel like I’m merely existing and not living. I feel like all these years have gone by without meaning, and I have no idea who or what I’m living for.
Every few years I got insanely sick and tired of my life, packed all my stuff and leave for somewhere new: A new country, a new job, etc, but the cycle repeats itself again, and eventually I became depressed, negative, and self-hating that I feel the need to reset my life and start over again […]