I managed to screw up another potential relationship everyone i talk to walks away, and rejects me. Claims im stubburn, or somehow crazy. I dont even want to discuss the bs scenario why its wrong or right. Kill me.
MissYouLoveYou
I lay here uncomfortable, thinking tomorrow will be a new day.
You lay there thinking you’re worthless and maybe you should just stay away.
Memories ponder through my head, Sometimes I wish I was a kid again.
Memories fade out of your reach, if you were a child you would relive defeat.
I love her so, she was mine until death, I wish she chose me until we rest.
You loved her that is true, she apparently never loved you too.
I try to be the best I can, to maybe not make mistakes until the end.
Ignorance you worthless scum, you’re going to make mistakes until it’s done. […]
Im losing track of all your hopeful comments. I know this shouldnt be a big task, but. If you ever so wish to speak or anyone at that matter please do so here. Tell me anything.
How im doing right now… Numb the lowest of low. No moving, no speaking, no eating or drinking. Just this. Because at least i wont be turned in for speaking my mind here.
Hi everyone, ive never done this. Im not sure what to saay really… Well it started when i was very young (4). Father was a voilent drunk. Never physically hit me, but did my mother. I was young so i didnt know what to do. I cut my finger with a filet knife, one of the only memories i still have. Life went on, and i was torn between my mother and father when they seperated. They used me as a tools to get back at each other constintly screamed at me about one another, like i should understand why… Thats about the time when […]