I don’t know if this is against the rules, but I guess I was hoping to take a pole. I started practicing self harm in my early 20’s after my father’s suicide. The last time was shortly before turning 27. It’s something that is very addicting, but I feel incredibly ashamed of it. It seems ridiculous that a person my age would do such a thing since the stereotype is a 13 year old emo girl seeking attention(which there is nothing wrong with being 13 and emo). My point/question is: are there any others who self harm out there, and if so, would you be […]
momerath
What do you do when you literally suck at everything in life? Over the past few years I have tried all kinds of things and found that I am not an intellect (I even struggle with basic thoughts the average person has no trouble with), I’m weak and uncoordinated, below average in appearance, lack any artistic creative ability, and even in my depression I fail to be authentic. Most of my friends have gone on to “find themselves”. They have discovered hidden talents, or at the least, are doing things they enjoy. I find that I am unable to enjoy anything really. I have an […]
I have nothing to offer the world. I grew up with a passion to write but have slowly learned bit by bit that I have no real talent for it. The realization of this has led to such a deep depression that I feel lost and don’t know what to do with my life. I am not worthy of the life I want to lead so badly. I wanted to move the world with words, but I feel powerless. Lots of dreams losing my teeth.