I’m 40 now. My life hasn’t been an easy one. I first tried to commit suicide when I was 12, for what ever reason I did not succeed. However, from that point until I hit 30, I thought about it alot, I even made several more attempts, coming very close twice. I never sought help back then, I didn’t have insurance or enough money for help. I used self mutilation and marijuana as a means not to feel emotions. In my 30’s I seemed to have snapped out of it. I was so busy, I took on raising […]