I feel as though something went wrong at some point and I am not where or when I am supposed to be.
I gave up wanting to be alive when I was a kid and have since then essentially just been waiting to die. Even though my childhood was heartbreaking and my teenage years were shit the past seemed so much brighter and now I feel like a ghost, someone out of place and time.
I spend my time waiting but for what I don’t know, death I guess. When I look in the mirror I sometimes wonder who that guy is.
All I know is that I […]