I feel exhausted, sick, and upset all the time. The easiest way for me to try and vent it out is writing to someone. The person I thought I could rely on told me she doesn’t like getting those kinds of messages and that I should call her instead, which I have been doing but sometimes it just feels so awful that I can’t do it and writing is easier. Calling is very very difficult to me and I always feel worse afterwards because it’s always so difficult for me to say things the right way or not feel embarrassed.
I’m at a point where I […]