Tomorrow, my family are going away so I plan to kill myself then. I’m thinking about taking an overdose. I have no hope for any kind of future and I have no energy for one. I wake up in the late afternoon, I hate getting up and when I do, I just feel stuck with myself. I’m trapped in this pain and it’s never ending So now I think it’s time I just end it.
Sometimes I feel like I’m the only one who can see clearly, reality is so clear to me. So many people seem so oblivious, oblivious to their own self. Someone who has a negative impact to another persons life by insulting them for no apparent reason, brining them down to the point of suicidal thoughts or even attempts, refuse to believe they have been a horrible human being, they are in fact a nice person through their own eyes. Another example, killing an animal for meat, well that’s not wrong is it? but yes it is. People strip them from their rights, prison them, kill […]
I have been obsessed with someone for the last 4 years. All he did was lead me on and no matter what I couldn’t walk away. He is all I think about. I just want to see him, talk to him and be with him. He’s been ignoring my texts and he treats me like shit. I have tried hundreds of times to move on, I have gone through months without talking to him and throughout that time I broke down and refused to talk to anybody, I just stayed in bed listening to music and cried non stop. He always talks to me again […]
After having sex with some guy a few days ago he was acting really obsessive afterwards like he was becoming attached. He said he wanted to be with me and has been saying that for a couple of days. I don’t want him though. But now his friends are saying he has an STI from me and he isn’t trying to talk to me today. Im really confused because there isnt anything wrong with me. I hate when people talk shit about me and it just makes me want to run away as far as possible. I have a bad reputation where I live but […]
Everytime I have sex or sexual contact with people all I feel is shame afterwards but at the same time I don’t regret it. The only reason I feel ashamed is the thought of what my parents and family would think, It’s like they don’t know me, they don’t know who I am. I think if they knew about all the things ive done and I don’t just mean anything sexual, but bad things that ive done I think they would disown me.
One time on my 16th birthday my grandad rang me and was like ’16 and never been kissed’ and I was thinking […]
First of all I would like to point out I left school about a year ago and I have been looking for a job and getting nowhere, had a couple of interviews but had no luck with that.
I live in a tiny village where I dont know many people so it means getting family to drive me 11 miles to town so I can meet my mates. Only problem is all my mates are guys, I don’t get on with girls. So because im only really interested in getting drunk Its usually with a few guys every week along with my older brother who […]