where i come from this person know that person who knows this person which eventually gets the town together … i got hardly any enemies here most people here them are my *friends* … i know i shouldnt do this but its getting to the point i dont really care anymore … i want to die … i cant eat i can barely sleep i keep crying and vomiting … my ex officially hates me … its like if i try to and fail one person is going to hear about it then everyone will think im crazy and if i do succeed a lot […]
this post refrences back to my previous post *the whole truth* .. my boyfriend just broke up with me and doesnt believe me when i say that i feel bad about this whole situation i told him how i feel and everything and i told him i cant go on liet his and he doesnt believe that ill do anything to myself; ive been more depressed than ever for a week and now the only reason i really got up in the morning is gone … i havent been able to eat for the pass week and every night and evening i cry and ive […]
i know this is suicide help but im caught on running away;
my boyfriend that i love so much and been with for the longest through THE MOST (me cheating, arguing daily, thinking im pregnant, my bulimia & anorexia, self inflicting, and self esteem) may be going to jail because of my mom; we may argue a lot but in the end were more in love than anything you could imagine; i was raped by my moms ex boyfriend and touched by her 2nd ex husband; all of this is coming out as once; and its sooo much pressure and i dont want my boyfriend […]