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No_where_to_run

I'm not too sure what I'm doing on here, I feel like I should be enjoying life, being outside in the sun with the sand between my toes. Lately, I've been so down that I feel I can't talk to anyone because no one would understand me. March of 2014 I lost my best friend, someone who has been there with me through everything in my life, my mother. And right about now I feel at a complete loss. I don't know what it worse, my mother being gone, or me being here without her. So, I guess I'm here to talk, to get some support, because I honestly don't know what else to do.

The great expectation.

by No_where_to_run 9/2/2014

written by No_where_to_run

I’m never good enough, I never make the right decisions, according to everyone else. I managed to pull A’s and B’s out of my ass when my mother passed away. I went back to classes two weeks after my entire life was destroyed before my eyes and yet I passed a university semester with flying colors. So, I tell my parents, being my step mother and father that I want to take an aerial silks class to, you know..do something for myself for once. I am a straight A student, I personal train three days a week and I hold a really good job, and […]

9/2/2014 2 comments

I’m a ship sailing, and the seas are rough

by No_where_to_run 9/2/2014

written by No_where_to_run

I don’t know what brought me to this website. First I was googling resources on suicide prevention and it brought up a link, and here I am. To start things off, I’m not the kind of girl that would be found on here, according to my friends I’m a social butterfly, friendly, sweet and kind hearted. Why I may be those things, I’m also a lot for things no one could even imagine. My family would be completely devastated if they knew the thought of suicide was even slipping into my mind. Of course, people always say “you should see a councillor and get some […]

9/2/2014 13 comments