I’ve been feeling hopeless and depressed since being a child. Years have passed and i’m in the same place. I don’t see any point of keeping on, keep suffering this nightmare of a life. The only thing i think of doing and look for is dying, however I’m afraid i can’t get myself to go through with it as i sense i have within me [not something i truely aware and believe of] some false hope feeling that some rescue could be found and i could feel different about life. This hope isn’t based at all on my feelings and in my mind i really […]