so today is the big day, my 16th birthday. it was great at school. i heard happy birthday from all of my friends, got all of the attention blah blah blah. that’s nice and all but what i would die for right now would be for my mom to tell me. it’s almost 4 oclock and i have yet to hear those 2 words come out of her mouth. this may sound selfish of me to some people. but i am just someone who lives and breathes for my mom to accept me, and to be interested in me. but oh well. i’m looking into […]
welll. this has been one of the worst weekends ever. and to think that its my bday weekend. everything was awesome starting friday after my mommy picked me up from school. it all went downhill on saturday afternoon after i didnt want to do the dishes and then after that refused to go to my room. just over those 2 stupid reasons i blew up and told my mom that i wanted her to die. it was the third time in 10 days. i really don’t wish that she was dead. maybe i wish i didn’t have her as a mother but since i do, […]