i’ve been contemplating suicide for about half a year now. just cant fucking take it. im 18 and i have never had a girlfriend, which i know, sounds like im whining. but i realize that i CAN’T have a girlfriend. i just never try ’cause i know there’s no point. why try and get rejected? if im suicidal ’cause i think i’ll get rejected, what the fuck’ll happen when i DO get rejected?? my drug problem also doesn’t help. i smoke pot every weekend, fridays and saturdays. i’ve tried coke, vicodin, percocet, codeine, shrooms, dxm, salvia, shit load of alcohol, meth, ecstasy, and i abuse […]