im soo done! i just came home from dance i made the second line! i never make the second line im always in the first adn guesse what my mom said when i told her ” serosuly! we have to get you privates you better make it into the front line or else all of the money ive put into ur dance is wasted” and all i could think was thanks that makes me feel so much better adn then i started to cry adn she was like “im telling u the truth honey…. now dont cry like a little baby and pull yourself together […]
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can anyone help me tell my parents that i think i have recurring deprresion and sucidial thoughts i feel like if i do that they will think im crazy or screwed up. please help
Im tired of trying.im tired of being “perfect”.”im tired of dance</3.Im tired of my family.Im tired of my everything” But the most of tired of is my life.
i cant handle it they keep doing more and more to me at lunch i was eating and someone threw food at me :'( adn guesse what that someone use to be my bestfriend adn the worst part of that all was i saw my ex looking at me with sadness in his eyes but he didnt do anything he just stared.</3
I am going to flunk out.
I suck at dance.
i am so fucking ugly
im done thats it i […]
everyday its getting worse. ic an’t even try to be that happy,laughable girl i was years ago,because i am not anymore im letting my self fall into this deep hole and im really scare. i keep on having ideas, dreams, thoughts about it it wont go away no matter what i try, i use to love to dance last year that go tme not deppressed but this year i feel like i have to prove my self, try harder all of my “friends” from last year moved up and left me:'(
the only reasons im not doing it
1. im hoping that it gets better but i […]
SO IM THE GIRL WHOÂ everyone sees laughing and smiling and looks lke she perfect. but im not at all i have a d+ in social and a c in choir my brother was on the honor roll all of his year of juinoir high and is still on it in highschool. my “bestfriend” said that we werent friend any more because she likes someone but they like me and she started a rumor saying that i had sex with him like serously people come on ima seventh grader here! ive been deppressed on adn off for a bout 2 years but last summer(2011) it […]