I have had suicidal thoughts for several years now, some days are worse then others. I started living care-free…drinking until I black-out, putting myself in bad situations, and taking pills until I end up sick. I never really put enough thought into what my family would have to go through if I left. I felt like if I could somehow explain my pain to them…leave a thorough note, they would eventually understand. Day before yesterday I lost one of the most beautiful people I know. Just like that…she’s gone. Everyone is flipped upside-down, questioning what we could have said…done…anything to stop this. 22 years old, […]