Does anybody… anybody have any tips for making the pain stop? Everyday for the last year has just been one heartache after another. I have no real friends to talk to, and the only close friend I have lives over 2000 miles away, and I don’t need to burden her already burdened life with my problems. I live in a small town, there’s really no therapists, not that I would go to one anyways. I don’t trust anyone in my family enough to tell them whats going on. I’m not religious, I despise organized religion, and they are all hard-core catholic. I’d just get a […]
The place I live in right now is killing me. Every passing day I stay here, I see everything I ever wanted in life slip just a little further away. All my hopes, my dreams… Always slipping away. People here dont accept me, the curse of being an outsider in a small town. I hate it here. My family thinks its a phase, but its not a bloody phase, and they are as much a part of the problem! They’re just as closed minded as the rest of this community. Religious zealots always wanting me to live my life, but only as long as it […]
I’m not fully suicidal. Hell, I’m not sure if I really belong here. All I know is I’m in pain. about six years ago I got suicidal. But eventually I got over it. then about 3 years ago, it came back, but I again weathered the storm, and was fine. A little over a year ago I had to move away from my friends, and everything I had work to build up in my life. I slowly got better. I’ve been in this new place, across the country from where I was, and it seems like all I know is pain now. I have no […]