I want to kill myself. I want to be thin and beautiful and I don’t want to look like a piece of shit anymore I hate myself so much and it’s so overwhelming I just want to die its so tempting I just want to be skinny and pretty but I look like a fucking horse and I want to stop lying a to my shrinks. I don’t want to be fat anymore I just want to be perfect and skinny and never eat anything again
Roses are red,
Violets are blue,
I’d rather be dead,
Than be here with you.
I feel bad because its not fair,
That no one else,
Has to deal with you there.
Oh but dear child,
You are not right,
I have been coming and going all night.
You see, I am not yours,
And you are not mine,
But simply we’re all just displacements time.
But that can’t be right,
The way that I feel,
All of these thoughts,
They feel surreal.
It can’t be true,
You’re lying to me,
The only ones here, are just me and you.
You do not see?
We are together,
With all of the […]
This is the night,
The night I have stumbled into the gods region,
I have fallen,
And landed harder than you can even perceive,
I know this,
For I cannot make sense of the senseless.
Even though your words seek meaning,
It is true,
They are beautiful and have wonder in them,
Timeless,
Alone in a world of man and your meaning is,
The End.
I can’t do anything right. It seems like I’m just an illusion to everyone. I told my friends that I cut, and now I don’t have friends. The one person that remains knows that I want to commit suicide on January 1st. But he doesn’t care. It’s not like he’ll even notice I’m gone. I mean, I’m dead already! I hate myself. I’m stupid, fat and have nothing to offer the future. People say that it gets better, but it doesn’t. I’m still waiting for a fix! I can’t even do therapy because I started to lie to her them! The fucking damned shrinks. They […]