im okay now
what went wrong babygirl
Get a fucking Grip dude love ya<3<3<3<3<3
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Not having the energy to write back guys you think are cute
not having energy to write reviews on yelp,things you love My childhood psychtrist killed himself this past weekend what does that say for me? what does that mean,This was amilestone breaking point in a metaphorical symbolic way,Idk idk things have been getting better,Like really better but when things go bad everything just piles on,Really I could break or be the most strongest person If anyone knew my whole life or my life they would see how thin and how thin and so close they are to eachother idk idk ill be fine but this […]
Just found out my psychiatrist(the one who helped me through my bad trip) killed himself,after being one of the top psychtrists in Sillicon Valley(Cali,look it up)
He was found selling drugs on the side even though he didn’t need too,He drove a rolyce rolce and lived in Monterey and had two offices in san jose and monetary what a world, what a world
My prayers go out to him and his family,he helped me very much
he was really depressed no one could tell, he just looked so perfect how sad
the anxiety of logging into facebook
That long dragging weekend feeling
I just wanna be hot again so I could own the world
If it makes you scared go after it.
But I don’t want to be like them
First of all I don’t want my mess to visible
I don’t want to be a visible mess,Yeah at the time it feels good but when your up there crying like that people think your really fucked up(unless you have something to show,and I don’t) and I party but not like that I party by myself,I love those girls there so pretty and there just like me
Im a loser but I shouldn’t be,when I look at myself as a whole I should be happy I used to be popular now im a fuzzled anzty thing I cant even chill,If only I could snap out of it
really making it official by going to jail again,just to make it more official ill be sent to the hospital instead of jail
so im wearing all the clothes for the first time since the crazy episode five years ago you people don’t understand
I have fucking everything
I wear namebrand makeup
guys who wanna talk to me
decent car,money,looks,young big boobs pathetic ass *****
Last night me and my dad talked and had a real conversation im happy now <3
Scared to hang out with people people from my highschool and past because im still kinda awkward
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