I’ve been battling on and off depression and anxiety for three years, but my parents don’t understand, no matter how much I talk to them. I can never get along with them. They fight with each other frequently over different things. Just today my parents were yelling at each other over my brother, who has autism. He couldn’t understand a simple topic, which caused my mother and him to get in a fight and leave her in tears. Then my father came and yelled and her. Then they yelled at each other. Then they both left. This happens a lot, and my mother talks about […]
My parents are incredibly insensitive. It is astonishing how insensitive they can be.
Yesterday I was crying my eyes out because I kept getting bad grades in math, and my mom was yelling at me to shut up. I started whispering things like, “I hate myself,” and “I’m so stupid,” and all my mom did was scream at me to get ahold of myself. A good mother would have comforted me, and told me it was going to be okay. But instead, my mom just kept screeching at me and giving me mean looks, like it was MY fault. And when my dad saw my grade […]
There is someone who bullies me. Someone who teases and taunts and tortures me. That bully is me.
No matter what I do, I notice a flaw in me. I’m stupid, ugly, fat, and friendless. No one listens to me. I doubt my parents even care about me. Whenever I try talking to them, they don’t even bother to understand my problems. I can’t talk to my brother. He has autism and wouldn’t understand anything. My ‘friends’ are fake, as fake as a Barbie doll. No matter how hard I try in school, there are always people who do better than me. I hate comparing myself […]