I don’t feel worth it. I feel like everyone else would be better off without me. I feel like everyone is just secretly wishing I was dead. I feel unwanted, criticized, and unloved. All I want is professional help and someone to show they care… But I want it to be one of the four boys that mean the most to me… I don’t think people realize how truly depressed and suicidal I am, unless I’ve told you. I don’t think the people I’ve encountered in my life could truly believe me when I say I want to die. I feel those people see me […]
Lexi
Lexi
i used to love life but lately my life's changed. i've become more sensitive and people don't see that. no one truly notices how i feel. they think i'm weird and just ignore me. so what's my point? anyway i am a little weird and i like to believe in a world that will never exist. like with superheros, unicorns, and my crush becoming my bf<3
lately my life’s been shitty. my mom hates my guts and does everything in her power to put me down. mad people talking shit about me when i didn’t even do anything! it’s hard to be yourself when all you feel is hate. and your best friend, who’s supposed to be there for you, turns around and tells your crush you like him. now he’s avoiding you at all cost. it makes me feel like shit. and the fact that i secretly still like my ex hurts even more because he’s moved on. guys give me attentions and flirt only to throw it back in […]
i have always been happy and cheerful. and fun to be around. but, lately i find myself questioning what my purpose is. and if it’s truly worth living out. i do want to kill myself but i’m honestly scared on what i might be missing out on.