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Burning Ether

Note from the dead

by Burning Ether 11/14/2012

written by Burning Ether

Umm just want to know your thoughts on my note. Comments on how to improve it are welcome

To whom it may concern.
Please feel no guilt as I have decided to kill myself. My reasons, because there is no meaning to my life and everything to me is pointless effort. I feel sad like nothing will get better. My depression is not the cause of my death but the realisation my death is liberating my mind. I know what death is, itâ€™s just abyss/nothing. I want that, no feelings, no rationalisation of life, just nothing. I fully understand the repercussions of this final action. I […]

11/14/2012 5 comments

Fuck it

by Burning Ether 11/10/2012

written by Burning Ether

No point. Stopping the zoloft. Going to throw myself off a bridge. Wish me luck.

11/10/2012 3 comments

Tell me what’s need to hear

by Burning Ether 10/27/2012

written by Burning Ether

I want to give up I want to kill myself. I’ve worked out a couple of ideas jump from the story bridge, take all the pills I have (I’ve got about50) or/and hang myself. Jumping feels like the most reliable. Anyway can someone just tell me to give up, I’m sick of the supporting comments it stops me from acting on my impulses. So please if you’re going to comment tell me to end of everything. Tell me everything’s pointless. Tell me il be a failure and a nobody for the rest of my miserable life and I should accept my inevitable fate

10/27/2012 2 comments

Reality

by Burning Ether 10/25/2012

written by Burning Ether

On a large enough time line, the survival rate for everyone drops to zero

Chuck Palahniuk/Tyler durden

Human mortality explained withouttaking into question of life after death. Everyone is going to die. But thats ok, I survive because I want to. there’s no logic in survival , it’s pointless. But who gives a fuck I’m going to live, get better and anyone who says different can tell it to someone who Â gives a shit and that person is not me.

10/25/2012 4 comments

For better or for worse

by Burning Ether 10/22/2012

written by Burning Ether

Zoloft a drug prescribed in so many western societies to deal with a range of health issues particularly depression and anxiety. Zoloft for me is not what I expected. I thought I’d feel happier, I do in a way but I don’t feel any less sad or miserable. I know I should kill myself but I can’t Zoloft has taken that from me. So now I’m stuck in a mood where nothing truly matters, I should give up. So tired…..

10/22/2012 6 comments

Burning Ether

Burning Ether

Note from the dead

Fuck it

Tell me what’s need to hear

Reality

For better or for worse

No hope