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The unexpected happened…

by rainyday 4/3/2019

written by rainyday

It has been a long time since my last post, I lost the access to this site and I was unable to regain access. My life has changed drastically, my husband of more than 20 years wants the divorce.

I did not work in all these years because I was sick and there was not chemist position available where I live, I was stay home mom. I am looking for a job again, I will be alone all on my own soon, it looks like mission impossible. There are not chemist positions available. Do I have to make a career change? All is money and time consuming. […]

4/3/2019 4 comments

Happy Valentine Day for all

by rainyday 2/14/2016

written by rainyday

2/14/2016 12 comments

I wish you all continue having what I do not have.

by rainyday 11/26/2015

written by rainyday

I am here to write no about my eternal desire to die, because this is not a day for that. This is a day to be Thankful for others people happiness. This a day for be Thankful for all of you that have wrote me when I have been very close to take my own life. This is a day in which many will have the happiness that I do not have and most probably will never have. A day in which many will be surrounded by family, others by friends.

Happy Thanksgiving for all of you. Wish you that can be have a wonderful day. And […]

11/26/2015 1 comment

I want to die

by rainyday 11/17/2015

written by rainyday

I move from time to time from different feelings and emotions. Today I am having another bad day.

I cannot kill myself because I made a promise that I will no hurt me. Because if I do it I will condemn the people I love to pain. Because there is not a method that is not painful. Because trying could bring more pain and no even the death.

I do not want to continue living, life does not make to much sense for me. There are really no difference. Because no matter what this pain will never go away. I do not know how to explain the […]

11/17/2015 9 comments

Another sad day

by rainyday 11/6/2015

written by rainyday

Good morning my little and desert world…Here I am, one day more of life going by. We never should count the hours, the days, the weeks, the years. We should count the blessing of every dawn, I know that. However, when our days run in the way we do not want, we prefer to forget even that we are here, in time and space. We start looking life with different lenses. Reflections become our every day breakfast. Some people come, some other go, and some others stay with us until eternity. Mom and Dad always taught me to be patience, positive, to treat others with […]

11/6/2015 2 comments

Today is an special day

by rainyday 11/5/2015

written by rainyday

I am sad and I continue depress, but today is an special day. Then I have decided to stop by and let a little note about an event that is a motive for me to celebrate. Today a beautiful couple is celebrating their wedding anniversary. They are like my parents, like the family I would like to have. This couple have honesty drawn in their faces, always a big and sincere smile. They have been together in good and in bad times. They have grown stronger with the years. They a Mr. and a lady, they are an example, they have gained my love and […]

11/5/2015 2 comments

The long night

by rainyday 11/4/2015

written by rainyday

9 months has passed, the baby was ready to be born. The mother went to the hospital and the amniotic liquid started running through out her legs. The doctor called her, come on, go to bed, everything will be alright.

The mother is worried, she is not feeling the baby movements. She looked down her tummy and felt it empty. There are other people around her, everybody is telling her that she is ok, she just need to be patience and wait for the long hours of labors. But she is insisting, please, he is a good doctor, but I trust more my doctor from the […]

11/4/2015 2 comments

The other woman

by rainyday 11/3/2015

written by rainyday

One day, the other woman entered the life of a family of four. She never looked like a good friend, she always looked like a threat. She was smart and well mannered. The other woman initiated her dirty plan, no matter what, she will win the love and destroy the family. She spent long hours at job, with her flirt and her kit of attraction, showing her perfection and invading the time of four.

Mision accomplish! The other woman infiltrated the life of four, she calumniated, she manipulated, she used all the invisible tools. She played the game and she won. She made the man, the […]

11/3/2015 9 comments

After all is lost, dead is calling

by rainyday 11/2/2015

written by rainyday

We can survive pain and lost, but how to survive injustice? What to do when all what you one day believed is pulverized in front of your eyes? What to do when you are being punish without a reason and you feel lost? Where to find that little thing, that miraculous thing that will make you wake up and try again?
One day after many years of fail intends and hardship you arrive to the place you want to live, then you are happy as you was not before in your whole life. You have a life, is not a perfect life, you have problems […]

11/2/2015 8 comments