RealTalk30

A spiraling combat of motion, down in the deep of a dream
To surface in light of the surface
A glimpse of ourselves in between

A sister to carry your burden, if not for you being released
Two bows for a long closing curtain
As she stands where no one can see
This proffering time of emotion, down in the deep of a dream
To surface in light of the surface
A glimpse of our fear to be seen

Oh folly, my brother of yesterday schemes, clever are you to be
Only devils can dare to be certain
Hiding these tricks up your sleeve
Lurking to stir […]

Ewwww!!! I just got a mouth full of bong water!! 😝

Anyways.. What are some things you can think of that make up your life, things that don’t seem to compliment your personal idea of “living”?

For me, it’s my job (mostly). It can be pretty nasty at times and unforgiving. Then there are the other times when the gross element hardly exists at all in my work.

Then there are the other parts of my life that come into question..

I use cannabis and I’m kinda lazy to clean my mess so there are black ashes all over my desk in my office where I […]

A fortune cookie can be a very corny source for advise. But it can be slightly entertaining and uplifting if the right message finds it’s mark in one’s own consciousness.
So let me crack open a fortune cookie for you all!

*crack*

This one says.. “You are going to have a very comfortable life”

……Seriously? lol

Ok so they aren’t always on the money, but maybe some of you out there have use for this one…who knows! 😉

May your fortunes hold strong!

On a high dive from the skyline, I sit and watch the world turn, war and hate to burn. A ticking time line with this hopeless haze, still I wanna be.. The outsider I’ve come to be.

Maybe your too good for me.. Compare me to celebrities. If I wait for world relief.. But I’m not trying to be noticed, just the outsider you’ve wanted to see.

On a high dive from this skyline, I’m falling further down.. Soon ill hit the ground. But on a fly by, I hope to set the pace here.. Try not to be.. The outsider they make of me.

From […]

Tomorrow can you be my friend? And tell me that it will last forever in the battle that defines our end.. What is loss? What is the meaning if you never win?

A bleeding from a steel so strong.. And maybe I can mend a wish for you. Tomorrow can I be your friend? Like something we can hold on to in a fear that only guides our hands… But something that we’ll both live through.

I’m holding..holding on to the bitter sides. Holding on because ..I don’t know why, but I’m trying.. To think of more than just my faults. I’m going back to […]

This isn’t about any kind of depression, this post is about real pain- the physical kind.

My spine is overwhelming me right now. It’s making my leg practically useless.

Have you ever had a pain so bad that you felt like running straight through a wall?
I mean like even if the wall didn’t brake, still running at it in full speed… Where was I going with this? ..oh yeah.. It hurts that bad!

Sometimes I just want to go to the hospital, but that ain’t going to happen less I can’t walk or it hurts to lift my head (I mean paralyzingly painful) for hours […]

What if once a year, the entire world agreed that suicide was acceptable? Once a year the governments of the world would give you what you need to safely and quickly end your life or even assist you in doing so. I can imagine it would be a pretty morbid society.

I think it would make a great movie idea though.

I was just curious what everyone was up to right now in their real lives? I know you are probably just checking in or maybe even hanging out on SP.. So what are you doing right now?

It’s early morning for me so I’ve been up for 2 hours taking medicine and commenting on posts. But now I’m back in bed writing this. Soon I will be hungry enough to make breakfast. Might just have cereal today. 🙂 I’m feeling ok today.my spine is acting up causing a pain down my leg but I’m trying to stretch a bit without waking my wife. Hmm..

So what are […]

I just killed a huge spider that was peeking at me going to the bathroom. Don’t you hate that..when you’re helpless on the toilet and a spider comes crawling up to you or on the wall next to you? And you can’t just kill it right away cuz if it gets away, you’re still stuck on the can! Then they disappear and it’s game over for the toilet crusader!

Lucky this one didn’t disappear on me. I finished my business and I got up and sprayed it with the bug spray till it was blinded and fell to the floor. Then I quickly dispatched him […]