I have been struggling with depression for years, and the suicidal thoughts have only come in the last 4 years or so. I have a tendency to eat away my stress, which increases a growing weight gain and body problem. I am no ways obese, just hit overweight, but I am constantly thinking I am fat.
My mind always wanders towards me dying. I ain’t complaining, and I have tried to seek help through therapy and drugs. Working out daily, and smiling constantly. But I always feel the need to die. I am just stressed and done with life. I feel like a 80 yo who […]