It is horrible being so miserable. I even resent people laughing in the street these days. And that’s a TERIBBLE thing to feel towards others.  I look around and I fail to see good in anything, least myself. A common phrase i hear “it’ll all be fine, you just wait, you’ll see”. But it isn’t fine. It hasn’t been fine for a long time. I’m really well educated; apparently so smart, but can’t find employment anywhere, and put SO much effort into it, despite feeling so damn lost and worthless every moment I’m awake. I guess you just can’t mask misery.   Everyone expects that […]