So…It’s been a cliché to say that you feel that your heart is shattered into millions of pieces because your boyfriend or girlfriend broke up with you, but I have to admit that I’m my case, I’m sorta glad my relationship is over. About two hours ago my “boyfriend” broke up with me because I didn’t text him back…I know, stupid right? But anyways, all he said is “I’m leaving you” and all I said was “okay” and I didn’t burst into tears or jump up and down laughing, I mean, I honestly had no reaction, life went on and I don’t feel horrible or […]
Yesterday my boyfriend Jonathan wanted to see me naked, and so i told him no. He told me how hard it was to not get things that he wanted, and i was getting a little frustrated over it and i said to him; “Just forget it, if there was a chance i would ever do that, it is gone now.” and then after that he told me; “Im not in the mood for this, my life sucks, bye.” then i said to him “And you think i’m in the mood? get over yourself. life isn’t perfect, and it will never be perfect, and i have […]
Ok, so i don’t like eating. AT ALL. I haven’t eaten in about four days, but even though my stomach feels empty i keep telling myself i am full, like when you eat too much your stomach feels stuffed. I want to be able to eat but i cant bring myself to do so because it just makes me feel disgusted with myself. My friends are beginning to think i am anorexic, and other people as well. but they are not understanding that i am simply not hungry, or rather that i just do not feel like i have the need to do so. […]
