Imo the problem is not dying physically but dying inside, your soul must live or you feel empty
I don’t really have someone who I can speak for days about me, my situation, the way I see everything, someone who can truly understand all these things.
What do you think about these riots in the USA?
Ain’t no love in the heart of the city
Ain’t no love in the heart of town
A good song is My recovery by James Arthur
I began my journey pure as light, a kid with sparkle in my eyes who didn’t know what fault was, looking for love and respect and as I didn’t know how to hit life, it hit me first, and I found out that it’s not that bad to not be humane, to be more humane is a crime and like that a drop of darkness fell in my essence because others didn’t give a shit on my decency and then I said there’s no more room for anything holly in this world, we loose ourselves between needles, smokes and jokes made on weaker people, we […]
If I’ll get the Corona virus it may kill me
It’s hard not to have these suicidal thoughts every day. I don’t have a solution for my problems after all this time. How much more can I hold on? I don’t know.
I shed a tear for the bad things happening on Earth.
Just letting it out. I can’t take this shit anymore
I want it all and I want it now just like Freddie
It sucks to be the weakest link, to be the most stupid human. I’ve been so bad, so stupid at life, I wanna change this. So much suffering I did it’s crazy. Why did I have to let everyone get ahead, I’ve always respected others, I’ve been afraid of other people. I’m 30 years old, still living with my mother and a grandmother, they make my life hard but I also have a problem with other things and people.
Slowly dying
I think because of the emotional and physical suffering I went and still go trough I won’t last much longer.
I wish they were dead for years. I would have killed them but I am afraid of going to prison
Do you believe in fate? Have you accepted yours?
I have not found another human that really understands me. What about you?
I’m tired of this life, I’m not satisfied with the way things are and look right now, I wonder if they will change or if I’ll be able to change them.