Today I attended the funeral of a family friend, she was 22 years young and she had taken her own life on the 8th of august. I didn’t know her very well, but anyone could see she was very naturally beautiful with a contagious smile and an infectious laugh.
She was well known and well loved by so many people, all I’ve heard is how amazing she is, how she was free-spirited, selfless, caring and kind. I heard how much she loved people, music and how devoted she was to her family and friends.
I heard she was a beautiful, bubbly, spiritual and loving young […]
Things have gotten worse, all I can think about is you and your new life and how i’m not a part of it and never will be ever again, I am heartbroken, so heartbroken, I wish we could be friends and talk but I’d just ruin everything for you, I want you to be happy but at the same time it kills me knowing that you’re probably the happiest you’ve ever been and it’s without me.
You have no idea how much I’m missing you, and you never will, I bet you don’t miss me at all, i wouldn’t blame you. The pain wont go away, […]
I loved you, I loved you so so much, but I could just never tell you, I wanted to keep you as my friend and I tried, I tried so hard to keep my friend. I always try so hard with you and I just can’t do it anymore, you don’t understand how much it’s hurting me that you don’t even acknowledge the effort I make, it might not seem like much but it’s hard for me to just let go, but i’m trying but I just don’t even see why anymore babe. I’m sick of of you throwing me aside for what you consider […]